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Open Question: Do i sound like a looser to you? Be honest i think i do?
Well im 18 going on 19, never kissed sex, girlfriend, only has 2 friends, but let me get in too detail. Im not insecure on my looks at all, but some people think its strange that ive been single so long. Im scared to talk to girls because i dnt know what to say and i dnt have anything to offer them. Like i cant satisfy them in bed since im 18 im afraid they may be expecting me to. I cant take her to any partys, no car, not much of a social life. I suck at sports but i love doing muay thai ( Its a martial art ) its a sport but its more of a 1 on 1 thing. I do like getting out of the house i take the train or bus to where ever i want to go but im always alone. I see all these people out with friends girlfriends boyfriends just having a good time. I feel left out. In school i was dam near invisible, alot of girls flirted actually but i ended up not flirting bacause idk how and then i dnt want them to see how lame i am. Ok like say i get a girls number and we text and since most girls are quite nosey lets say she asks me about past relationships ( which i dnt have ) or what i do for fun ) ( play games all day ) shell be like ok then.... and tell all her friends. It hasnt happened yet but im picturing the whole scenario. I dnt have strict parents, especially my dad he took me to a stripclub in vegas once he offers be cigars & beer i turn it down most of the times for health reasons. I just feel like a waste. My parents love me of course but i really think there all i have. Only good things about me are muay thai ( sport, i have a job, i know how to drive fast and safe ) and i like having fun but i idk..... People at school and people at home see a different me. At school im anti social but if im around my cousin we have fun, going into abandon houses trashing the place, and having him make me roll down a steep hill with a buggy. I dnt like being inside all day but i just dnt know were too start. I hate to say this but i was placed in physic ward and jailed one time, because of my anger just for one day and jail wasnt too good due to the hard floor terrible food and loud noises but in the physic ward i went to i actually had fun. It wasnt the super insane crazy house it had people who were just depressed stuff like that. I met some of the coolest people in there. From nerds to ghetto dudes we were all friends and if i had to stay there for a long time i could do it, i was actually happy in there. Most of them gave me there numbers but i ended up loosing it when i changed back into my regular cloths. Its like im designed to not have friends. Do i sound lame to you? What girl would want to date me due to my lack of social life?
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