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Open Question: I'm different and always will be..?
Life is pretty cool. It also really sucks. I enjoy talking and I enjoy listening just as more. You learn more when you're quiet. I'm not the same as anyone I've ever met and I've met alot of people. I'm 20 years old and not one person on this earth has stricken me as someone I can relate too. People are just weird, I don't pretend to be a different food group, I know i'm in the same onion bag with the rest of the population. People just anoy me because they always keep looking for someone else to diagnose them. They never take the time to reflect upon their own problems. Maybe thats why I feel so seperated from everyone. Thats not it at all. I'm different because i'm not the same. Wow that was easy. To bad people spend three hundred dollars on a doctor to tell them that.
You wana know what makes me really different? It's because I'm never the same. I tell a joke, it puts everyone in stitches. I tell another joke, but it will never ever sound like the one I just said, it will be totally oigional and will make people laugh even harder harder. You wana know why i'm so funny? It's because I listen rather than talk. I listen to the things people say and hear what makes them tick.
I'm also an artist, I draw alot and I mean "a whole lot". I went to college to become an artist, but thats just an expensive way to become a waiter. People are dumb. They don't appreciate what they don't understand. For it to be art, it has to be full of color. Just like their mood rings. Their brains don't understand surreal nor do they understand art that is personal. I feel alone. I'll never be noticed.
People desire affiliation. I do too, but I don't need it to feel happy. Music makes me happy, so does drawing, and also listening. I listen to lots of music. I listen to it deeply many many many times. It's nothing you've ever heard before. Need a hint? Sigur' ros, Aphex Twin, Boards of Canada, Nurse With Wound, Helios, Locust Toybox, Datach'i. Need I go on? There are no words, they're lyrics, but no words. Only mental expression. Theres no voice, but at the same time there is. You must listen. You wouldn't understand that because you're the same; I'm different remember? No ones the same as me and it makes me sad. I'm so sad I have to type the way I feel in weird convoluted text. Cool huh?
I said people desire affiliation, I don't. I don't want a relationship with anyone. I adore my many friends, but friends is as far as I go. They don't know i'm sad. They're not the same as me. Since the day I was born, not once have I ever looked at someone and think to myself "I'd hit that". I find people beautiful, but not attractive. People don't understand that because they aren't the same as me. I don't require the need for constant affiation. After a long day with friends, I find it necessary to hide away and recooperate. Being alone means I can listen.
I'm very sad all the time, but i'm not depressed. Depression is a stupid word. It's a word for people who know why they're sad, but choose to pay someone to tell them why they're sad. Get over yourself you twit. Your coffee wasen't hot enough this morning? Then why don't you just go do the world a favor and die from a drug overdose. That will cure your depression. Unlike me, because i'm not depressed. I have too many things in my life causing me great sadness, but no one wants to hear it. It's not their business. It's mine because I'm different. You wouldn't understand.
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