Open Question: Any one else in a self similar mold as I am, to be called lazy?
I'm 24, and I'm male. And my step father calls me lazy. I'm in college, I need to take 2 more maths, I think, and one art history class and I am done with my entire college degree (was going to be bachelors but I'm mastering in art history...I think...lol). Which is fine, I'm in love with art, and don't mind being around it. And studying it , refreshing my memory, would be fun. I had one of the highest grades in my class, and my professor gave me a book on art history as a present, gift. Which was very nice of her. Lovely woman from the UK . I'd like to go there, to find, see that part of her that I've felt , experienced in class. Even if the people aren't any better there , than they are here, I think it would be humorous, delightful to go there and find that part of her .
Anyways, I was working at a grocery store , doing stock , and I did good work, but I was over worked and didn't have perfect form, and I was able to hurt myself pretty severely . I made a few mistakes, and herniated multiple discs .
And have had two months of physical therapy because I hurt myself again, by trying to lift a picnic table I aggravated the injury. People call me lazy for not going out and getting another job, while my therapist says I have the worse hamstring injury she has seen in her entire life...
Not to make excuses, lol, well I am some what. I've only had one job, I'm 24. And my degree i nearly finished. I've almost graduated. And I understand those who care about you, when you get to a certain age, want to prepare you and want to try to force you to consider things on a more adult, responsible level of attention, focus ,than you would expect from a child who sits at home all day .
NONE , well , maybe one or two teachers/ professors in my life, as a exception, have said I was stupid, or un-intelligent. Rather, all too intelligent, far more intelligent than I am. HAHA!
I spend my life running in circles, what's the point!?
LOL , I like to try to figure out science fiction . I'm a artist by profession, I don't make any money, I mean college. Tough world, I know, I'm not afraid to struggle, I work when I have to, but I don't go out of my cozy little home here to prepare myself for when I'll be on my own.
I live with my parents...I do , and no girlfriend either...as a matter of fact women have the same effect on me as jumping in front of a bus would, if I saw one I adored while walking across a busy street...
I love artistic girls or the ones with wild crazy hair. LOL, does that make me sound more immature?
I love to look at nature, I love to go outside bare foot and just take it in, enjoy it. I love animals, I love to camp if I'm not afraid of the moth man cooking marshmallows outside my tent...
Some times you have to get out the tent in the middle of the night to go pee and you have to go into the woods a little...
Anyways, I'm interested in lots of things, that people discourage, and some of my family, such as my father's side, seems to think I'm retarded. Because, I don't socialize well, or have lots to say about politics or my life, or their lives, they seem to think I'm unintelligent, or stupid.
I'm just not that absorbed really, obligated to the same interests , ambitions, goals as they are. I do enjoy the idea of money, but I don't need lots of it to be happy. Just a nice home, perhaps a family some day would be fine. I've grown up spoiled, with more shit than I'll ever truly need.
It's not that I don't care about others, or have a interest in others, I'm just more of a existentialist and philosophical type person, if I too must role play what , who I am, like every one else.
It's not that I'm not willing to contribute anything, but I don't want to stress, burden myself, any more than I have to. I just want to enjoy life, I'm not afraid of working , I just don't want to over work. My mother is successful and all she EVER DOES is work. Her eye lids are put curtains over her eyes when she sleeps, she never turns off!
Her eye lids are but curtains over her eyes when she sleeps, she never turns off!
Thank you AB, that's another thing, I don't always get the idea across clearly. Never the less not every one thinks I'm a moron. LOL
Thank you AB, I'm open to people's opinions, right now I'm actually going up to the college to send out transcripts and work out scheduling classes.
Thank you AB, that's another thing, I don't always get the idea across clearly. Never the less not every one thinks I'm a moron. LOL
Thank you AB, I'm open to people's opinions, right now I'm actually going up to the college to send out transcripts and work out scheduling classes.
